applebusch (she/her)

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Cake day: November 11th, 2024

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  • whats extra annoying is i have a memory of being a kid going through some shit and making a choice to suppress my emotions really hard to get through it. i remember thinking at the time that this was probably going to hurt me a lot and be a bitch to deal with when i got older… and i was fucking right. im still working through it and a bunch of related issues, but it seems like theres some hope cause i keep making progress.










  • their relationship did weird me out a little, but mostly because of the total lack of buildup and chemistry between the actors. it felt like they only included it because it happened in the comics but did nothing to set it up and make it believable in the show. they were spending way too much time on death fakeouts and setting up an emotional backstory for someone they were about to kill to have time for a slow burn romance subplot.




  • also adhd meds. we need you to fill out this multipage questionnaire and get your parents to fill out a different longer one. then you need to send them back and follow up on scheduling an appointment to talk with a specialist to tell them all the same stuff. but if your answers are too close to the ideal or if you mention stimulants at any point during your assessment we will assume youre faking it for drugs. if you make it past that we will try to get you to use a planner before we give you the shitty nonstimulant drug that maybe doesnt work at all but it takes like 6 months for us to figure that out. if you then finally get approved for stimulants you are only allowed to be prescribed a one month supply with no refills, so you have to come back every month to get a new prescription. but maybe your pharmacy doesnt have it so you need to wait until they do, or randomly try other pharmacies and hope because maybe they dont have it either and you arent allowed to ask if they do before hand. oh and hopefully you never move or need to switch psychiatrists because then we will make you go through all of this again and maybe refuse to give you the same prescription because that sounds like a high dose you dont need that much. have you tried the nonstimulant drug that probably does nothing? stimulants are addictive you know.

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  • well if microsoft hadnt been the piece of shit company it was with its half assed bloated buggy inconsistent software for the past 30 years it might not be happening no. theres a reason its taken so long to have reliable windows api emulation on linux and a lot of it is microsoft being an anticonsumer capitalist shithole. like i said the connections are sometimes subtle, but theyre always there. we’ve just been living in this soul crushing system so long people cant see the forest for the trees.


  • thats because it is. pretty much every major and minor problem in modern society can be directly traced back to some obscenely rich cunt fucking things up for their own benefit. just pick a problem you or someone you know is having, literally any problem, and theres a whole squad of evil ass rich people who made it happen, or made it way way worse than it needed to be. sometimes its subtle and sometimes its so blatant an idiot couldn’t miss it, but the connection is always there. its so depressing sometimes because theres so many people who stubbornly refuse to believe it, even intelligent highly educated people.