If you have friends they will. Even with how you’re feeling right now, if one on them sudden had some horrific news and asked to just talk to/at you, you’d show up right? They’ll do the same. It’s great that you’re reaching out to people here, reach out to people in real life as well. It might not be perfect if they have other commitments, but I’m sure they will find time to help. Hell write it all down and DM me if that’ll help!